Well, as of yesterday I officially know... I am being laid off on the 17th. Apparently I am NOT upbeat and personable enough for the guy running the program I was in a group interview for... the only other person there that I know did not get in was the guy whose answers were basically sar astigmatism F-U responses.
This would not be as bad if my wife was working... she got canned suddenly stating she was "not temperamentally suited because she would never be mean to the customers on the phone to get them to pay their bills.... we think the real problem was dead season cash flow, but...
Then she tried an insurance sales gig. She got her licensed with a 92% but after a month of "training" which was basically being an unpaid intern, with the expectation that she should be there for 12 hour days 6 days a week, she quit.
I already have some applications out there, but I just don't know how we are going to make it. My income didn't quite meet our expenses, and 60% of it on unemployment sure as he'll won't.
The last 5 years or so have been rough. I am sometimes not sure how much more I can take without some kind of breakdown. I am actually less freaked than I expected, but then again I am on the internet at almost 2:00 AM, when I should be asleep.