keyes bill is unwritten book
Llam is the depressed.
My lifelong dream is crushed. I am a talentless hack.
My boyhood goal was to write a book. To be published. I did not even have to be famous or wealthy. I just wanted to be published and know a piece of me would find its way to a bottom self of some small library in South Dakota.
Want to know a secret? You can not be published if you do not submit a manuscript. You can not submit a manuscript if you do not write. I have 8 hours a night, at work, with relative peace and quiet where I could be banging out my life's work. And what do I do? I lurk on forums, blog, play games and generally waste my life essence.
I have no drive. No ambition. No discipline. And what is worse, probably no talent. Woe be my name. Put me out to pasture. I'm done.